Monthly Archives: December 2021

“when everything changes

and there’s a new start

the battlefield upon the water

lays the field upon the glaciers


with warm hearts

the shadows can hide them

but away in the manger

the sorcerers can find them


once a former has passed

and the chance has been taken

you can laugh and even dance

but the red pill has been taken.”

– missxzero

Edited for clarity: The first stanza, the last two lines? The battlefield was on WATER. It lays the groundwork for when it is on GLACIERS – frozen water. Solid. As opposed to liquid. 

I feel stupid realizing that I didn’t see that at first.

The sorcerers must be referring to the three wise men who obviously are probably sorcerers? I don’t know.

The Red Pill is a reference to the Matrix movies.

“There’s only time

and a Butterfly.”

– missxzero


“Monarch Programming is a method of mind control used by numerous organizations for covert purposes. It is a continuation of project MK-ULTRA, a mind-control program developed by the CIA, and tested on the military and civilians. The methods are astonishingly sadistic (its entire purpose is to traumatize the victim) and the expected results are horrifying: The creation of a mind-controlled slave who can be triggered at anytime to perform any action required by the handler. While mass media ignores this issue, over 2 million Americans have gone through the horrors of this program. This article looks at the origins of Monarch programming and some of its methods and symbolism. …The published evidence indicates that Project MK-ULTRA involved the use of many methodologies to manipulate individual mental states and alter brain functions, including the surreptitious administration of drugs and other chemicals, sensory deprivation, isolation, and verbal and physical abuse.


Monarch mind control is named after the Monarch butterfly — an insect who begins its life as a worm (representing undeveloped potential) and, after a period of cocooning (programming) is reborn as a beautiful butterflies (the Monarch slave). Some characteristics specific to the Monarch butterfly are also applicable to mind control.


“One of the primary reasons that the Monarch mind-control programming was named Monarch programming was because of the Monarch butterfly. The Monarch butterfly learns where it was born (its roots) and it passes this knowledge via genetics on to its offspring (from generation to generation). This was one of the key animals that tipped scientists off, that knowledge can be passed genetically. The Monarch program is based upon Illuminati and Nazi goals to create a Master race in part through genetics. If knowledge can be passed genetically (which it is), then it is important that parents be found that can pass the correct knowledge onto those victims selected for the Monarch mind control.”


Dissociation is thus achieved by traumatizing the subject, using systematic abuse and using terrifying occult rituals. Once a split in the core personality occurs, an “internal world” can be created and alter personas can be programmed using tools such as music, movies (especially Disney productions) and fairy tales. These visual and audio aids enhance the programming process using images, symbols, meanings and concepts. Created alters can then be accessed using trigger words or symbols programmed into the subject’s psyche by the handler. Some of the most common internal images seen by mind control slaves are trees, Cabalistic Tree of life, infinity loops, ancient symbols and letters, spider webs, mirrors, glass shattering, masks, castles, mazes, demons, butterflies, hour glasses, clocks and robots. These symbols are commonly inserted in popular culture movies and videos for two reasons: to desensitize the majority of the population, using subliminals and neuro-linguistic programming and to deliberately construct specific triggers and keys for base programming of highly-impressionable MONARCH children. 11 Some of the movies used in Monarch programming include The Wizard of Oz, Alice in Wonderland, Pinocchio and Sleeping Beauty.” 1

I don’t believe it exists at the moment as I don’t have any sort of proof. However, I notice this theme with this journey I am on, and the symptoms I am going through very much resemble MK-ULTRA.

Very fitting, I suppose, that my torment mimics one of my older interests…

Edited for Clarity: The Emperor – the leader, calling out to you, someone who governs and you turn to the priestess – someone who is holy and ignores you? Death is there placing bets that you’re going to die now because church and government don’t give a shit about you – and your guide does absolutely nothing for you? (I don’t know who this is about but so far it sounds like it may be happening to me but I hope not…) Someone or something has a monopoly on fate – religion, spirituality, etc, etc? They’re literally keeping you alive when your body and soul, after going through so much, just wants to rest (Running to Stand Still – because you’re fighting so hard to finally just rest and be free). It seems like the Priestess is blind to the fact that they are in the shows of the person this poem is about, and isn’t doing anything to recognize it. You consulted everyone you could, tell everybody your last words, (I have no idea what that next lines means), now The World (maybe Earth oh goodness) is now an NFT.

What if the Emperor calls out to you

While the Priestess ignores

And the shadow of Death places bets

And the Hermit lays there and snores?

Does the monopoly of Fate

Slow the Motion of Rest?

Does the Priestess slowly walk

In an evening gown in my own dress?

Sultans and barons spoken

Now release your final song

Permanence without devotion

The World is now your token

– missxzero

Emperor, High Priestess, Death, Hermit, Four of Cups, Wheel of Fortune, Eight of Wands, Four of Swords, Three of Cups reversed, The World